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Oh this wretched heart of mine

It knows not what it desires

One day it fills with love

The next with impatient discontent



Can we love someone just because they love us

I can love completely without love in return

The only pain is mine

But when I see his angst I die



It is a dim light simmering

A half burning flame

His heart is filled with ne

But I turn mine away



I hate the thought of life without him

But I can't give myself to him

He weeps as he holds me

And begs me please to stay



How do I get myself in such confusion

Why do I question my every choice

Why is love so hard

Why does it never fade

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Angelus
23:38 Aug 26 2015

you know the answers. you.



the quote I don't like, it's true.



it applies and stands true



this you must; as sure as flakes



turn to snow.

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once met a man kelso

Behind a frown he would hide

But green eyes sheltered

The words of a brilliant mind



He sent me flirty messages one April eve

And from my mind his words will not leave.

We danced. We sang off key

We had interesting conversation



Pictures and words were rampant

Our souls became entwined

It was a revelation of a friendship

Of a very different kind



Very close and intimate

Yet very far away

But every time I see him

It feels like just yesterday



I am thankful for the blessings

And the occasional embrace

The smile he tries to hide

When I steal a gaze upon his face

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Angelus
23:38 Aug 26 2015

reading you through your verse is illuminating

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The tears that fall down his face

Break my heart

But the love he feels for me

Is not the same as I feel for him



The timing is wrong

My heart can't respond

His pain is clear

But I cannot soothe him



I loved so completely

So very long ago

I thought he was my world

But he chose to let me go



Now he comes back begging

Asking me to love him

To make him my whole life

But today I can't begin



I promised him someday

But today is not the day

I wipe his tears aside

And promise him again



For once you love completely

It never.goes away

But the feeling that i once had

Have become a memory



The touch of his hand on my skin

Drew a desire I can't describe

The kisses soft and tender

Yet filled with loves desire



I long for such a feeling

So full and unbridled

But at this place and time

I cannot call mine